well another week... and what is new ... actually ... i am very busy... i love it ... being busy that is .... tonight is the only night this week that i will be home before about 11.... (yeah 11 is not that late i know ... but when you are working from 9 am till 11pm it is ) ...
i had an epiphany...
i am horrible at saying no!! ... (especially if it is something that i dont know how to do) ... examples:::
-- 4th grade.... they needed someone to sing a solo in the christmas play .. the second verse of silent night ... so they asked who knew that verse... i raised my hand (did not know the verse ... but i learned it )
--9th grade.... decided to join the band ... (didnt play any band instruments)... told them i could play french horn... (should have picked an easier instrument... but i can play it now!)
--11th grade.... does anyone know how to build a wheelchair ramp... (guess who .. not me but i pretended real well) .. now i really do know how!!
--after college... i took this job .. and had no idea how to do it ... i still dont ... ha ha that joke is on them....
i could list loads more ... but i dont have time ... i need to work ... but my conclusion is that i learn better just pretending that i know what i am doing !!
so next week i think i'll try brain surgery
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